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Hello, again. I did, once before, post something similar to this called 'A Little Worried' so this is like a follow up thing. Anyway, as I previously stated I am having concerns about my mental health. When I last posted it was something I could keep to myself, so no one could notice. Now that's becoming more difficult. I stated that I didn't want as much contact with my friends, now I want none. I have found I want almost no human contact, then again I have never really been that sociable so... Any way, I have been having trouble spelling things, even though I am a huge reader and never really never had this problem before. I can leave letters out, or simply completely forget how to spell something. Another problem is that I have developed a sensitivity to light and sound. When I'm in the sun I HAVE to have sunglasses, or my eyes begin to hurt. Sometimes (ok, most of the time) I leave the lights off in my room, and the windows closed. For sound I can hardly bare to listen music, silence is just as bad. When there is silence it feels louder than any sound, I can't describe it. That's another thing, describing things, I can never seem to find the right words for things. I also rehearse conversations that will probably never occur, so I basically I talk to myself. But I don't talk to anyone, like I don't think anyone is there, listening. I just directly speak to myself. Uh another thing is being more paranoid. I recently covered the camera on my laptop and phone so no one can see me... yeah that sounds nuts... Also just becoming really scared for no reason. I go into my bathroom lock my door and sit on the rug. Just scared, I don't even know of what, of everything I guess. Lastly is my memory. Ok, I'll admit its never been great, but lately its been horrible. I could be told that I am going to the doctor the next day, by the next morning its a surprise when I have to go. Yeah, that's pretty much it... So thanks for reading this, and if you have any advice or psychological knowledge, I would appreciate your opinion. Thanks again...
 
Brain tumour maybe. I don't know, but it sounds like something you'd need to discuss with a medical professional.
 
Hello there! I hadn't posted on your other thread but I did keep a close look on it.
There seems to be something wrong with your concentration/attention span. Do you live alone or still with your parents, may I ask? Because you do seem to have some sort of social deficit that makes you scared to interact to the outer world. :eek:
 
Hello there! I hadn't posted on your other thread but I did keep a close look on it.
There seems to be something wrong with your concentration/attention span. Do you live alone or still with your parents, may I ask? Because you do seem to have some sort of social deficit that makes you scared to interact to the outer world. :eek:

Thanks for answering, and I am still a teen, so yeah I live with my parents. Thanks again...
 
well, it better not be a brain tumor because i have the same although i think it's just tired brain. you need a vacation away from everything and everyone, one place where you can rest your head.

the only sympton different from you is that i want human contact as much as i did before. no changes.
And the photophobia... i thought i was because i started using lenses but i did notice that even when they weren't on, i would still have it.

so please dont scare me because i cannot go to a neurologist. if i did go and i did some tests and it came back negative, my mom would mock me forever. i can't have that!
 
I recently covered the camera on my laptop and phone so no one can see me... yeah that sounds nuts...
Nope just normal security behaviours I recently covered the camera on my monitor as well.
[MENTION=1462]Syn99[/MENTION]. During our lives we go through many stages, this is normal. If I told you some of the things I had done, you would burst out laughing and call me some weird names! :D

The teen years are a time of physical and mental change and it obviously varies with each person. I can assure you it WILL settle down and things will become easier to cope with.

You are a unique individual and are precious. Your posts show an understanding and a sensitivity that is a real asset in life.

Try not to dwell on small things but celebrate the good things in your life. You have lots of friends here and we care about you.
 
I'd suggest seeing a professional, a doctor or a therapist.

I'd just like to say though, I do the same thing with the cameras. I don't on my phone due to the fiddly-ness of it but my webcam on my PC I turn backwards until I'm using it.
I also have an issue with light as it hurts my eyes and sets off my migraines.

I really do suggest you seek a professional, I have a feeling some of these things may not be related to each other.
 
As Lauren said, checking about your health with a more professional person would be nice; if you're concerned about yourself it's the best you can do.
Try not to dwell in those worries though. Do what you enjoy more and everytime your thoughts turn wary again, try to discipline them.
Also I'd like to say that we're all here if you need us. You can PM me whenever, dear. :)
 
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