I only started crying again recently. While I was a notorious crier as a child, I think the last time I'd cried prior to a few months back was perhaps when I was 12. It was the first time I'd ever been attacked, and I just burst into tears in the medical room as I explained what had happened.
But since then, I don't recall ever crying until a few months back where I went to Christmas Eve Mass with my family. I don't tend to go with them to Church, but I decided to go with them, because I knew it meant a lot to my mother.
The thing is, the church hall was packed with people, and I found myself struggling to cope. I started to shake uneasily, and upon getting home, I collapsed and started crying at my desk.
I think the last time I cried, however, was a few months back when I attended a meeting at a clinic with a specialist for my depression. I told her everything, and just began to tear up.