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so what are you thinking right now?

Thanks everyone. I am doing my best to hold it all together through this and do appreciate all of your hugs and support. I know I am doing the right thing not only for me but DS as well.

I am also learning that my lawyer is just about the best around(already knew that just seeing it now firsthand). He has finally hired his lawyer and now they are talking. I feel better knowing this can move forward and the sooner its over the better.

I have ventured out a bit this past weekend and spoken to some local people. I have been a bit surprised by the support I am getting from the people I was most worried about. The general comments seem to be "I don't know how you did it this long" & "we all know what he is like - you take what he says with an ounce of salt because only part is ever true". It hurt to know others thought that so long before I finally had enough.

Everyone keeps telling me there is a light at the end of this long hard tunnel and I hope they are right. I know after this is all done I will be able to go on and build what I want in my life. Might be a while before I get everything back but I am patient and hardworking so I know I can do it!!

And yes I have said it "proudly" here before... I do see a counsler to help talk all of this through with. I started going to their office about a month a month after his attempted suicide. It has really helped to know how I am feeling is "normal" and that it is ok to put a stop to all of this drama.
 
Just got released from the hospital found out a few days ago I have a blood clot in my lung. Had one in my arm a few years ago. Very worried hope they figure out why this keeps happening to me. I don't smoke or take birth controls and no one as this issue in my family. I know some will ask..lol
 
DD9 was just unloading her backpack and pulled out a handwritten letter from the high school principal along with a laminated and scrapbooked copy of the picture of her from the newspaper a couple of weeks ago. It was taken during an assembly with a local poet. The principal wrote..."K, Cool picture in the paper! Looking forward to you bringing your poetry skills to Johnsburg HS in a few years."

I love the fact that we are a small district and these personal touches happen!
 
jonnysmomma said:
Relationships are complicated enough...

Try having a relationship with a recently paroled inmate.

*pulls out hair*
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HA! no thanks. Very close to one.... And I talk the the g/f more than parolee. She calls me to vent and ask for advice about to handle it all. Life is very complicated for them.
 
Dear intestines, why do you hate me?

I have been up on and off half the night because of abdominal pain. It isn't as bad as it was at midnight, but it is still pretty bad. The crap shoot of IBS (pun intended)
 
My body is angry with me this morning...I made super rich food for supper last night, and today I am totally paying for it. UGH.

I have not eaten anything over the top like this in like 6 weeks...havent had McDonalds in three weeks...my body is telling me to go to hell, and i dont blame it...
 
It's time for a girl's night in. I'm putting together an estrogen fest for next Sat with wine and apps. The husband is taking the children and disappearing while I have it. I love that man!
 
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