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tongiht i went to a friends house thinking that we would just all be hanging out or whatever, well we get there and everyone is drinking no biggie, the friend i went to see tells me he took some pills, again no biggie (he happens to do this sometimes) well i realise that it is a bigger deal than i thought when he started making comments like "the end is near", "i am almost in paridise" and "i have seen the truth through the ones that have passed on" i then asked him how many and what he had taken. come to find out he took 3 different pills 5 of each, i looked at the bottles and he is only suppose to take 1/2 a pill 2 times a day so he took way more than he was should plus he was drinking hard liquer, and he has a heart condition (he has had 2 heart attacks in the last few months) i know i should have said something when i saw him drinking cuz i know he isnt suppose to but he is a grown man and well will do as he wishes. so me and my other friend try to get him to go to the er and he refuses i knew better than to call 911 cuz he would have taken off. so we sat there for 3 hours talking to him giving him reasons why he should go, but still no go but we did get his cup from him and poured it out and hid the alcohol. then he got up and said he was going to bed i didnt think this was a good idea but everyone else (but the friend trying to help me get him to the er ) thought that was what he should do. he walked in his room and i just broke down crying there was nothing else i could do i felt so helpless. my one friend tried to console me and told me i did everything i could. i got up and went into his room and asked him to look at me i told him i was sorry that i couldnt help him and began crying, he told me not to cry and that everything will be ok and that i am so caring, (i'm thinking yeah well alot of good caring does) i told him again that i was sorry and that even though i am pissed at him i still care about him and love him (friendship love) anyway i give him one last hug and tellhim to sleep on his side in case he ended up getting sick. as i am about to leave he tells me to tell everyone "good-bye" for him, long silence, then he says "i mean goodnight"
its not like we havent all gone through this before we have lost quite a few friends and 2 were suicides and he saw how that effected everyone, i just cant believe after seeing the affects he could be that selfish.
its not like we havent all gone through this before we have lost quite a few friends and 2 were suicides and he saw how that effected everyone, i just cant believe after seeing the affects he could be that selfish.