You do look nice, it looks fresh and cute.
About your counselor, she may not be hearing all you tell us here. She may not know you as well as we all do here, as you have left plenty for people to read and get an idea of how you are living your life. I am not judging you, just being real. Check your posts, it is all there whether good, bad or indifferent. It is much easier to type online, then to tell someone face to face what you/your life are like. Especially in a counselor/ judgment/guidance situation. After reading all the people's advice against you persuing Mr. Cook, I would rethink your counselor choices, jmho. Why would most everyone (generalizing, I am aware) on here attempt to tell you to tread lightly, if they didn't care and can see what may happen. We tell you these things because we are honest (sometimes brutally!). We have no vested interest ($) if you decide to go down the wrong road. Your counselor will profit if she gives an attitude of "meh" because you will continue to see her ($$) . Sometimes we can't see the forest for the trees.....